2016 was a year of loss for me. From losing a beloved Uncle to losing David Bowie and Alan Rickman, Prince and Gene Wilder. To my impending job loss and to losing our election hopes. And so many other losses in between. I thought we might make it out of 2016 with Princess Leia still alive, but alas, there was a disturbance in the Force as first, she died and then her mother died in grief. And even then with all that loss already piled up, 2016 had it’s last say by stealing away beloved Father Mulcahy in it’s waning hours. The changing over from 2016 to 2017 almost felt like a relief to me. We got through that year and now it’s time to put it behind us and start over. 2017 is the year for new beginnings.
I’ve seen people post about their word of the year before. I’ve read their posts and saw how that word carried with them throughout the year. I thought that with what is going on in my life, that this would be a good year to start that practice. Focus on one word, make sure that all that I do during the year flows from and comes back to that one word. More on that later.
New Beginnings Are Needed
This will be a year of change for me as I prepare to lose my job. That sounds so odd. Most people don’t have any time to prepare. I had five months, now it’s down to 82 days. Time to begin life over as I transition from my 9 to 5 (or was that 9 to 7?) job into my new life as a freelance writer. Time to remake myself. I remember telling someone once that my aspiration was to live in yoga pants all day long….I guess that becomes reality on March 25th.
In order to prepare for life without a regular paycheck, my husband and I had some hard decisions to make about where we would live. Eventually, we’ll make our way to Florida, but for now, my mother still needs care (and still refuses to move into a nursing home.) Which means, we made the decision to move in with her. Hard decisions to make, but selling our condo will also allow us to save money. Selling our condo will also force us to downsize, which will free us from the burden of taking care of so many things. It’s something that I’ve done once before and I have to admit, it really freed up a lot of space for me, not just home-wise, but emotionally, too.
It’s time to rewrite my career….in more ways than one! Writing, being a writer, is something that’s been a part of me since I can remember. It somehow got pushed aside in the desire to “make a living” but now even the meaning of that has changed to me. What is making a living if not following your dream?
2016 was a year filled with back pain. It affected every aspect of my life. The low back pain was a constant reminder of the car accident from 2015. Although my Chiropractor helped me to regain a lot of my flexibility, it’s done nothing to relieve the pain. I have an appointment with a new Doctor in January, one who specializes in spinal surgery. It’s time to find out what the next steps will be in hopes of being able to again stand and walk without severe pain.
My Word
All of these changes have led me to my word for 2017 — renewal. It’s about taking care of myself. It’s about reconnecting with who/what I’ve always wanted to be. It’s also about taking the time to care for myself so that I can stand and walk pain-free….or at least with the normal pain a 55-year-old can expect. But it’s also about keeping what is meaningful and not cluttering up our lives with things. It’s about finally having time to renew relationships, read for pleasure, and hopefully being able to get back out and enjoy hikes and maybe some walks on the beach. Renewal is about simple changes, it’s about being able to unfold and begin again.
I’d love to hear if you’ve picked a word or have a theme for how you’re going to live in 2017?
Your post calls up that saying about how when the student is ready, the teacher appears. It sounds like a lot of aspects of your life have conspired to “teach” you about renewal, and you’re making great strides on so many fronts. Good for you, and I look forward to reading more about your process/progress throughout the year!
Found your post. We have some commonalities. Selling and downsizing is painful, yet fulfilling. I’ve written about this in “Shredded Me.” But we have been in Florida for 36 years. From Minnesota. Any questions?
May 2017 bring you renewal and many, many pain-free and meditative walks in nature.
Thank you.
Love, love, love this post, Jennifer! I love to see what new doors open to us when others close. Recycle, reuse, repurpose is more than a slogan at Target! Wishing you a pin-free year of renewal in every area of your life. XO
Yes, let’s start anew with optimism!
What a lot of change you are going through, Jennifer! But I love the way you are embracing it, seeing the good even in the changes that were forced upon you. May renewal be the force that guides you through 2017 and on to living the life you’ve imagined.
Jennifer, I love that word, “renewal.” I love how the new year is a time to try and make things right. Sounds like you have a lot on your plate, but you have it in hand. Good luck to you!
Renewal is an amazingly inspiring word. It can have so many applications. I wish you all the best becoming renewed. <3
Thank you.
I really enjoyed this, and your positive spin on all the issues that have hit you! You are the epitome of renewal and I hope to read more about your journey as you renew!
Thank you.
Why are mom’s so stubborn? It is like they pass their best traits on us and then when you need to use them they remind you why you have them. Here is to a better 2017 for you!
I like that – a hopeful word! I hope the new career and the move work out well for you.